my new life

so I'm in Powell River it's Monday end of May Vivian just flew out of here and went home to her place I paid for plane tickets to bring her up here and we went and chartered a fishing boat on Saturday and went out fishing for salmon its first time I've ever fished in my entire life. I went to the Laughing Oyster on Friday night and then Sunday night we went back to Laughing Oyster and David cooked up the rock clubI went to the Laughing Oyster on Friday night and then Sunday night we went back to Laughing Oyster and David cooked up the rock cod that we caught on Saturday. it was pretty good. probably not as good as the salmon that I caught but it was catching Lee so it couldn't keep it. So Vivian and I are starting a so-called diet that Jennifer Singer is teaching. it's about time I started on something before I get too out of shape I am 58 after all so I'm looking forward to it it means that moving and I will cook healthy every night where are you will exerci...

So.....its been a week. I am back with Vivian, I am focused, transparent, trying my best to be completely honest, and I am more in love than ever. when I was in Powell River, she called to say she wanted to talk. She didnt go into it, and I was pretty sure she was going to stick to her decision to be apart. I shut down a couple days ahead of my boat project, just so I could be back in town to meet the agreed upon communication. She told me she was "open" to a relationship. provided the environment was healthy, and honest. I had already begun an online course, and some self help counselling, and I gave my word that I would do everything in my power to not repeat my shortcomings. It has been 5 days, and she has warmed up so much. SO much. I am totally in love again, it is like she never gone. I did, however, call Mel, Rita, Kim, and Rachel, with Vivian sitting there, and on speakerphone, I cut myself off from them all. The night after, i got emails from all, telling me how...