I got my second chance and will not need another

So.....its been a week. I am back with Vivian, I am focused, transparent, trying my best to be completely honest, and I am more in love than ever. when I was in Powell River, she called to say she wanted to talk. She didnt go into it, and I was pretty sure she was going to stick to her decision to be apart. I shut down a couple days ahead of my boat project, just so I could be back in town to meet the agreed upon communication. She told me she was "open" to a relationship. provided the environment was healthy, and honest. I had already begun an online course, and some self help counselling, and I gave my word that I would do everything in my power to not repeat my shortcomings. It has been 5 days, and she has warmed up so much. SO much. I am totally in love again, it is like she never gone. I did, however, call Mel, Rita, Kim, and Rachel, with Vivian sitting there, and on speakerphone, I cut myself off from them all. The night after, i got emails from all, telling me how much they loved me, and that i was making a mistake. Mel was angry to an extent, 5 days later, Kim nd Rita are telling me they are not eating, sleeping, cant work, spend their days crying, and begging me to reconsider. I had no idea they felt that way about me, or that I felt so stroogly about them. I did email that it ewas not enough, and came too late. I know what I want and I know Im going to do what it takes to secure, and continue, even further, my love life with Vivian.