viv2

its been 2 weeks. she still answers the phone once and awhile but not usually and is very slow to text. She has lost it. Has tickets for 2 fpor some gala, backed out of ZZ Top and \Cheap Trick. So I am trying my best to put it behind me. Kim is a regular, rita is coming down this weekend, Rachel and I are meeting for coffee tomorrow at noon, theres a couple more kind of checking in. It is sad, but its not like I got a second chance or anything. She says I crushed her. Its a choice Viv. You chose to be apart and live with all those negative feelings. Good luck finding me again. It took you 7 years this last time.

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