vivian berg

number one. What a 6 week run we had. It took her a while to warm up fully but she did and we were rocking it. 16 grand in 6 weeks. Yeah. That was good too. Ive been kinda burning up the lines trying to get her to reconsider. At this point she has mostly ghosted me. she usually answers the phone early or late If I lose her, Ive lost the best one, and the person I love more than any other. Im pretty sure she cant turn her back on what we had, especially since things arent as they seem at all....but she is one of these people who dont change their mind once its made up. If she continues to barely communicate, then I am at a loss for words. I can't see myself giving up, but nobody likes fielding questions and texts that make them uneasy. We will have to see.

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