Im at home trying to straighten out paperwork for my travel insurance and wcb business proposal.
Vivian and I went to the Vancouver Symphony Orchestra last night, they did a tribute to Queen.
It was fantastic.
I am doing all I can to be more self aware, and a better person. Robert, microdosing, the temple in peru, Scott with smoking hypnothewrapy, Jennifer, breathing, colon therapy, meditation, etc.
so I sent Viv a message thsat she could reach me when she decides she waants a physical relationship, and meanwhile lets get this pillow exchange happening. she called a short time later to say meet in new west at 8. I was over picking up the BMW X3 that I bought in PoCo and with my time management skills I made it there by 9. We went into Begbies and had a couple glasses of wine, then to the Hub for Calimari and a pulled pork. Had the sit dowqn discussion that we should have had weeks ago. She still gets pretty angry when she says I lied to her face under her roof. She wasnt very comforrtable at the start, but at the end she had warmed up considerably and held me for a long time, even cried, but wouldnt kiss me. Then today, no word again, no answer to my texts. After last night I had hope. She said thats why she was totally sileent, because she didnt want to give ,me hope, She was done. I am sure she is NOT done.
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